I have been very ignorant

Abby
Let me say before  I get jump on i use to think not my family not my problem witch I know is very very ignorant but over the past week I've seen a innocent black man killed and a young kid get brutalize by the cops I think Wat snapped me into reality was the poor girl cuz I'm about to have a mixed raced child and all I can think about is Wat if my son gets shot or Beatin for his color now I do believe if u break the law then u have to face the punishment but I can not sit here and say that every poc was doing wrong we have innocent poc dieing every day but yet child killers/child molesters and murders are being released why did they get a second chance ? 
I was never on board with blm movement cuz all I ever saw of it was the rioting and messing up and destroying of a town but I relized that the media only wants us to see that and most of the blm people just want the killings to stop sometimes I think are we in 2016 or the 30's and I relized that I have been part of the problem so I would like to apologize for being very ignorant