😡😡😡 Venting

Chontey • Mom to Juellz, Micah, Marvin Jr. & Ta’mar 💗🙏🏽😘
I don't get it. My bf will be outside with his friends smoking & drinking all damn day. But if I go outside for a damn hour I'm wrong or I'm out to long. I'm starting to get really aggravated. I'm with the baby all day and when I do go outside I have my baby with me. Like he rarely changes the diapers he just passes me a diaper or he smells him and says babe he gotta be changed like seriously are you serious. I wanted to have a little drink with my friend that's like my sister and he says"why you think you going out you been out all day" 😑🤔 I was  outside for an hour or 2 today with the baby.when he was hungry I brought him in n breastfeed like I always do. It's like dads can do whatever but moms can't do anything at all. And he acts like he knows it all like you don't your not ever here to help I feel alone and nobody cares. I do a lot n it's not enough I don't deserve a me time only he does cause he works