lost confused 😐

Mina ❤️
Ok so I feel horrible because my husband has some friends that like to smoke pot and invite him and he really wants to but I don't let him I feel like his going to do it anyways he said I'm to bossy I feel like if he dose it I'm a lose it I hate feeling insicure I hate feeling this way like those guys smoke 💨 and fuck any girl they come across with they party get wasted they are losers like no life no future and they are getting in our relationship and I hate it because I feel like he wants that life 😞😔plz help me