I can't even make bread, let alone a baby.

L.
So it seems like today is one of those days. AF arrived after a seemingly vfl and what I thought was implantation spotting, among other symptoms.
I broke down in the early hours of this morning after seeing a heartbreaking video (up with insomnia) and woke my husband up because I really need him to hold me and calm me down. He helped but the downside is he has to get up for work early so lost some sleep helping me. 
I go to make him some homemade bread for him today, to say thanks and I just couldn't get the right water temp to activate the yeast. 4 tries and money down the drain. 
I know it all sounds stupid but I just feel so useless, I can't seem to do anything right at the moment, I'm so disappointed in myself.
(Not looking for criticism, just needed to get this off my chest.)