am I being a bad mother?

I feel in between I should say, my baby is 2 months today and on the first I have to go back to work. I still have one more month until my maternity leave ends but I need the money to support him and pay for everything else. I don't wanna go to work even the fact that I see him after work, but just leaving him for 6-8 hours a day makes my heart aches. 😞 I feel like I'm abandoning him 😭 here's my baby boy