insecure 😔

Myrissa
My SO and I started to TTC in July. I began to workout hoping I could lose some weight before we were successful. Well- we had a positive test earlier this week. If I go off the date of my last period I'm due early May (but I was suppose to have another period inbeteeen the first and this positive test and it was a no show accompanied with many negative tests (so I'm confused.) BUT now I just keep looking in the mirror with regret that I didn't lose the weight and I'm fearful I won't feel beautiful pregnant or have a cute baby bump. I'm 5'6 and weigh 256. I'd appreciate any stories, encouragement, photos, and just over all good vibes ❤️ this mama to be is feeling sad 😢