The hardest thing I have ever had to do is leave my son at the hospital instead of taking him home with us. That pain is worse than anything I have ever experienced. I know that he is better there instead of home right now because he needs to grow and get strength since he was a month early but it is really hard. I can call or go see him whenever I want but I don't like being so far away from him when I am home and he is not. 😔