false labor blues

So, Sunday and Monday I had contractions off and on. Some were to the point where I was shaking in pain. Then, they just disappeared. I left work early and everything. So, even though I knew it was unlikely to be time (I'm just now about to turn 37 weeks), I had gotten ready for the idea of seeing my baby. I know it's not long now, but I just feel so defeated. I can't help but feel sad about it and a little embarrassed. It also has just pushed me over the edge to the "I'm so over being pregnant" stage.