I finally got to hold my 2nd sweet babygirl! 5 days after her birth. I cried when I walked in the nicu to see that big tube out of my baby's throat! I wish I could just take all her pain away. Big sister, who is 5, got to FaceTime her tonight and talk to her. She is more than ready to get to see her baby sister. She doesn't quite understand all of this so it's extremely hard on her. Say prayers for me as I travel back home,4 hrs from my smallest baby, Thursday. I have to go be with my oldest daughter a few days since she hasn't had any mommy time in 3 months except visiting me on bedrest. I hate to leave my baby but I know she is in the best hands. I love being a mom to Presley Faith and Vayda Klair!! 💁🏽🎀