tired of being happy for everyone else...

Nichole • Mommy to an 👼🏻 baby and to our 🌈 baby boy’s, Charlie 6-12-19 💙💙 Emmett 5-18-21 💙💙
Had a D&C at 9 weeks August 8th of this year. We have been TTC since. My first cycle appeared last week and now it's back to the drawing board. All of my friends are pregnant or having their babies now. I work at cvs and everyone is always buying pregnancy tests 😢 when will I be able to be happy for myself? Just tired and sad and stressed :/ sorry for the rant.