Said things I didn't mean to my boyfriend

Last night, I literally texted my boyfriend I wanted to "end whatever we have" out of nowhere. I was mad for no reason tbh. He said  "hell no, and that I have lost my damn mind" and he said the sweetest things after and ended up calling me asking what was wrong. I didn't even know what to say. All I said was "I just don't want to get hurt" I made him so mad that he hung up. After 5 minutes I burst into tears and called him saying I didn't mean anything I said. I told him I was on my period, idk why I'm acting like this. Then he smiled and was like no wonder. You get like this every time, I love you. We made up and everything's good but I just woke up in the middle of the night feeling so guilty. (Can you believe I was dreaming about food? Lmao) anyways... Like why the hell was I breaking up with him?? (Over text lmao 😭) I feel terrible because he has like two exams in the morning & I don't want him to end up breaking up with me because I'm a distraction. Lmao am I just overthinking??? 

 He treats me like a princess, I love him and never want to lose him. (I told him this last night after everything).