Torn Vagina?

💋Kelsey💋

I lost my virginity 7 days ago, and had my second time one day ago. I know what my vagina looked like before I had sex the first time, and that is not what it looks like now. 😂 My boyfriend wanted to do it doggy style after having done it missionary two times that day, and after a few thrusts it hurt differently than just "adjusting". I told him to try and go slower because it felt like I was going to tear. I had minor pain the rest of the day that sort of just got worse as the day went on. Before going to bed, I grabbed a mirror and looked down there to see if it was red. What I saw was not my virgin-looking vagina 😂

This is what it looked like. The little bit that looks inflamed on the bottom left of the vulva is what I'm concerned about. It really looks like it disconnected, but there is not really an "opening" to the inside of the piece and I had very minimal bleeding. I have pain when touching it, pain after peeing, and pain when I sit forward. I looked at it again this morning and it wasn't as red, but still just as painful.