So yesterday I was on here looking at all the post about everyone having a BFP and it was wonderful to see. Then the app told me to take a pregnancy test yesterday but I only had one test from TTC before but my bf and I stopped trying and I was suppose to get my AF today. So I told myself I take it tomorrow morning even knowing I wasn't gonna get a BFP. all last night I kept having dreams of me taking the test but not having the results so I woke up and took one just because and it came out positive. I was so shocked so I told my bf and not the reaction I wanted. Felt like he didn't want me pregnant. He already have two other kids with two other woman and then we have a two year old together. And he was just scared cause he already have three kids and then now another on the way. All I did was cry I just wanted the happy reaction that I always read on here. But it was the same reaction he had when I found out I was pregnant the first time. But lately we've been fighting sleeping separate rooms. I just feel sad. I'm sorry its so long. I don't really talk to anyone. I have no female friends so this is the only place I can go. But I am excited about this pregnancy.