Appt fail ?

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I went in for my appointment and strictly asked not to see the midwife that I had for my last pregnancy and for them to give me a different midwife! but of course they didn't listen (I was 10 weeks & she told me she couldn't find the baby's heartbeat and two hours after i miscarried) she's always in a rush and caring for other patients I feel as if because I'm young she's on the fence about seeing me. I waited 45 minutes to get called to the back than waited a hour and a half to just to be seen. I brought my 19 month old with me and I literally was sitting half dress waiting and waiting. I couldn't take it anymore and I got dress and walked out! She approached me and said "I'm sorry these two paitents where extremely important to see you could've waited 10 more minutes"? I felt as if that was so rude! I'm a LPN and I don't think anyone is more important than another. I'm sorry I just have to vent. I'm 6w&4days now and I'm extremely afraid to miscarry again!!! Should I go back to this doctors office and just wait for another midwife to be available or should I look into a different location?