Heartbroken 💔💔💔

Went for our 12 week scan on Wednesday, after already seeing our little baba at 7 weeks, to find out our baby had stopped growing and there was no heartbeat.  Went in to hospital on Thursday as couldn't face a natural miscarriage so opted for the operation.  Had to have tablets two hours before the op but the hospital ended up bumping us down the list and had the op 9 hours after taking the tablets. In the end my body started to miscarry on its own. My gosh the pain I went through was horrific and none of the pain relief they offered touched it. I am just so heartbroken, I feel physically and emotionally drained, loved our little baba for the short while we had him/her 💔💔💔