Tired of seeing 1 line

I really thought this was the month! I thought for sure this month I'd have 2 pink lines. Now SO is out of town for work for the next 6 weeks so no baby dancing for the next two cycles. I see all these posts "after one month of trying I got pregnant." Good for you. I mean seriously I am happy for you, but do you really need to add the after one month. It makes the sting worse. I've only been TTC for 10 months and I feel this way. I can't even imagine the women who have been trying for years. This feeling every month hurts worse and worse and these no problem "happy" stories make me feel that wound a little deeper. Really feel like just giving up.