no baby shower.

So sad. I'm not having a baby shower. 
1. I have no CLOSE friends or sister or cousin or anything like that to throw me one and my mom already said she didn't want to.
2. I have plenty of people to invite if I throw one for myself but I'm already on a tight budget preparing for this baby. But being on a budget, I could really use a shower to help get some of the stuff I need. 
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Sometimes life sucks.