So, today I was feeling very good about my life and that my partner is such a charm in my life.. He is the one with whom I can share everything and he also gives this priority to me.. Yesterday, I met a new gynecologist about my PCOS and she was the best human being ever! I don't have weight gain issue but others like hirsutism, high LH and reduced blood flow in periods.. Earlier most of the doctors made me feel terrific about this problem.. They gave me loads of medicines and made me feel very stressful about having PCOS.. Even Internet news and forums made me feel depressive about my future.. From last 3 years, I did not take medicines because I was fed up of life and none of my relationships were working out.. So, I went to give it a chance again and visited this new gynae yesterday and she was awesome! She made me feel very relaxed saying that it's not a big deal and you'll be able to conceive.. You never know what God has for you.. She gave me tips on how to be stress free and to maintain healthy diet, avoid junk food and keep smiling.. She motivated me to be positive about myself and gave prescription of one syrup for hormonal balance to use for 3-6 months.. I just love her.. I'm no more stressed about my PCOS and was feeling very happy.. I told everything to my mommy and SO whom I met in July and ended up having sex first day itself ? ( I felt very horny with him? and it was my first real sex, earlier I tried to do with my 1st bf but could stand hardly for 3-4 minutes..) Thereafter we started dating actually and now, I feel like I'm in love with him.. Because he's the hope and happiness in my life.. Over the time I have learned on how to handle his temper and best thing is that he never lets me go ?.. No matter how mad I become mad at him.. We haven't discussed about future yet ( We're still studying and I'm very negative because of my past experiences to think of him as life partner) but today I felt like I am with right guy.. He always motivates me to be a better person although his criticism is high sometimes but then he apologises when he sees me in pain.. I always thought of running away from him because of my insecurities and depression but now I feel and realise that nobody is perfect and relationship is all about being together with acceptance of both positive and negative qualities.. Ofcourse, even your partner should think like that too.. So, today I felt that I should really tell him that I love him on serious note (although we say this everyday and don't even remember when was the first time we exchanged those words ?).. So , I'm seriously in love with him for his existence in my life and now feeling very positive about my life.. Whether it's because of that doctor who made me relieved of so hyped effects of PCOS or my love who accepts me for what I'm.. I feel good and wanted to share with you all because I love this app and you all ladies with whom I'm learning about sex, relationships and more about my womanhood.. Thanks for reading! I think everyone deserves a doctor and love like I've just received.. Just believe in God and keep smiling, make efforts for better future and everything will fall in right place! ??