I have to say, after 14 months of TTC I've finally reached the point of being tired of trying. Tracking everything, timing sex for the beat outcome now feels like a chore to me. And every month when AF shows up it shoves me further into the depression creeping up on me. What is wrong with my body? All that i have ever wanted in life was to have a family and I'm failing! My fiance is to the point where now he's questioning everything.

Why cant god just give me the best gift?? TTC has taken a rough toll on us.

I can't keep going like this..