never having a baby...39.3

39 weeks and 3 days today and my cervix is not cooperating. I know my doctor won't let me go past 41 weeks, but I am so sad. I don't want to be induced but I am only a finger too dilated and my doctor didn't sound hopeful. Wahhhh I am so tired for being pregnant and I'm still working from home. Exhausted and tired, just needed to vent!!! Where are all my other 39 week moms at?