I am a first time mom. I have had so many complications during this pregnancy that it's made me feel like I'm already failing my soon to be daughter. I'm in so much physical pain that I just sit and cry all day and night. My OB and Midwife say there is nothing they can do for me without injuring the baby. I just want to give up and I'm only 22 weeks. I love this baby more than anything, but I'm just at such a loss here.