Okay so I need help. My boyfriend cheated on me twice. With his ex. We been together for 8 almost 9 this month. But we been best friends for 3 years. I fought to even have him in my life for 2 year because of his ex would never let us be happy  and I love this kid with all my heart. He is the one I'm going to marry and I'm not just saying that to say it. I'm saying it because when we met we both felt this connection with each other that felt like home. Sounds really corny I know but it's true. This is my first actual love and I don't wanna let him go. We both came to the conclusion of being on a break but that can never work out for us. And I don't really know what to do at this point. We not perfect. We fuck up but I don't know 😢😪😓