2ww going crazy

I'm 6dpo im having backaches headaches creamy sticky cm and somewhat achy boobs!!! I have a 26 day cycle and suppose to start on the 7th and im praying aunt flow doesn't show her ugly face... I am dying to know if this is my month and if I'll be getting my rainbow baby. I want to test but I know I'll be wasting the test bc it's to early.... I'm gonna be devastated if I'm not