I'm going crazy.  Every time I concede to the fact that we didn't make a baby this time round, I manage to find a way to get my hopes back up.  After two early BFN, my chart showed a drop and rise I thought was a late implantation dip (dpo 11).  My bbt has been roughly 98.3ish for several days, and today, when I sort of expected AF, i start spotting. Am I out, probably. But nah, it's implantation bleeding.  Sigh. Does anyone else play head games with themselves with all the signs and symptoms?