Starting to panic? Am I the only one??

So I am having a lot of anxiety. I am not due till the 30th and I am sooo ready for him to be here! I have a messed up back and hip, and have to go to physical therapy twice a week. I'm pretty miserable! I work with kids and I am under a lot of pressure to get so much done each day. 
I work 45 minutes from the hospital. My husband can be anyone from and hour to an hour and a half away at any given moment. 
I don't know if I should tell my dr of all the concerns I have or not. 
I really don't want him to be born on Halloween or in November 
I am already dilated to a one, I'm trying not to get my hopes up. But wondering if I have a chance of having him early? 
Any suggestions on what I should do to calm my nerves?