devastated 😭

Anna
AF isn't due until the 11th, but I saw that a cycle buddy had already tested BFP. So I decided to try. (I am impatient- and I though I was showing early symptoms) of course, I got a BFN. I stared at that stupid little stick hoping and praying to at least see a faint line, but nothing. Then last night I had a dream that I got a positive test!!!! I woke up feeling so heart broken that it was just a dream. Maybe it was just to early to test, maybe I should try again in a week, but it's so hard to keep my hopes up. I need some love and support, and since the only people who know I'm TTC are SO and you ladies, I'm asking for love and support and kind words.Â