Heart Break Rant 💔

Been in love for 3 years... I've been with him all of high school... he has meant the world to me... I'm unhappy with him now. I want us to relive our first year together for eternity 😭.  We both have changed so much... I don't like who he has become. I love his family. I love spending the holidays on his side more than my family!  We've planned our future together a million times. I just don't want the man that he has become. I'm sick of fighting.  He gets angry over little things and I'm sick of him making me feel bad. 💔. Idk what to do... deal with this(I doubt he will change) or leave him after he spent so much money on me on my birthday... what a jerk that would make me seem like 😞😢