I feel alone ... I feel like I can't talk to anyone without the person I'm talking to blame me ... I feel like I lost everything since I got pregnant bc I got fired when they found out I was prego (it was a temp job) I'm about to lose my car ... I can't buy anything bc I don't fit into anything .. I used to love shopping now I just wanna cry everytime I go out to shop ...we used to live in a really nice condo but it turned out to be in a 55+ building and had to sell it before the baby's born which we did but now we r temporary living with his mom  I'm always comparing my body to other women and just want to cry bc I miss how I used to look before I got married . I love my husband but I'm st the point where I just can't stand him right now .... I'm just hating life so much right now I also have an 11 week old baby