So I lost my virginity out of choice as an 11 year old I was tryna figure out my sexuality, les just say shit happened and porn was discovered, so me and this girl (who became my girlfriend of two years) had great sex it was actually special and I don't regret it at all suprizungly I know it was at a disgustingly young but we continued to do our thing for another two years after that day, we had a secret relationship and coming from a small town with very homophobic parents made our whole relationship a risk. My love has just moved towns a few months ago and I miss her lik anything, her parents found out and they sent her away to her grandmas we r not allowed to contact eachother and I haven't even tried to. I was put into a catholic youth group to "rehabilitate" me and it's seriously hell. I classify as bisexual and live in a house where that is very frowned upon and I'm treated lik dirt. I have a loving boyfriend of two months and I hope everything works out with him but I need advice on what to do with my abusive surroundings towards my sexuality.