No Longer TTC

Cometrius • Getting married in June i have two sons Zion who passed away while in labor back in 2004 and my Rainbow Baby Aiden who is almost 10.My future Husband has a son and daughter Pj and Zion,ready for #4
So I decided not to try anymore just BFN ever month is just to much...So my husband to me to lunch today, we sat down looking at the menu and a couple walked by with their baby and i just started Balling im mean just crying my eyes out.. Has anybody else had this