tired of it all...

Domonique • Little bundle Nov 2017 😊😊
We've been trying for months now. Everyone else makes it seem so easy and we are just having the hardest time. I feel like I should just give up. This month AF was late 4 days and I thought "finally we did it" but little did I know AF was gonna come later that night. So not only am I emotional because I'm not pregnant and my period started it's also the 3year mark for my brothers death. I can feel my depression coming back. All I wanna do is cry and sit in my room all day. All my friends are all having babies and it's beautiful. But then I sit back and think "why can't I have one yet". People who don't even want kids are the first ones to get pregnant. I'm just tired of it all I see are pregnant when I go on Facebook. I'm happy for them but deep down I'm jealous.....I just can't get one happy thing to happen for me....