Nervous for anatomy scan???

Leah
Was anyone else nervous for their anatomy scan? I already know the gender so I am mostly nervous and not excited. I haven't had prenatal genetic testing done at this point and will not as I'm not at high risk. However, I've been struggling with a subchorionic hematoma for the last 9 weeks of pregnancy that seems to grow each time I go in. I guess I am just waiting for the other shoe to drop. I was not nervous with either of my first but since this pregnancy has been far less than "normal" I am really scared that they will tell me baby isn't growing as she should. Ugh...how do I shake this anxiety?!