This is my second child i have a 2 year old everything with was so different i enjoyed having him in my belly i miss my belly with him and when he was born i was so excited his my everything!!! I was just so happy to be a mom. I recently just had my second child which is a girl i was happy to have a girl you know the dresses and everything my lil princess and the last month before having her i just wanted her out!!! I just wanted her in my arms!! She is 6 weeks old and i just dnt seem to be happy to have her with me. Why is this happening to me ??? I start crying out of nowhere i get so sad i dnt want to know anything about her at times i get frustrated and sometimes i just hate myself. I cry at night and nobody undestands me not even my husband he instead yells at me and just doesn't understand me!!!