So I just learned last Thursday that I had herpes a guy that I was being intimate with gave it to me, which he completely denies it telling me I'm a slut and everything, last night I cried myself to sleep, because I'm like I'm only 27 never had a serious boyfriend, been health my entire life and now I have herpes something that I will have my entire life well I told two guys who I haven't had sex with and they completely told me they are done with me. It's not even my fault and now they think I'm a hoe because I have this disease. I cried all night/morning and I was just thinking I will never find love, get married or be able to have children, because no one will accept me I'm African American and I'm taking it so hard right now. Like I just wanna die right now. I can't even look at myself in the mirror I've been in the bed all day I feel nasty, embarrassed and hurt like why me God!