Venting post.

So my boss said a year ago about that he'll help me be full time. He made a woman that wasn't even there for a year full time and when I said my husband hadn't been getting many hours and I needed hours he gave me 32 (20 is minimum) I said fine whatever. I discovered her being full time and was furious. I asked him how I could be full time he said because I need to pay attention to detail and sometimes when my coworkers talk to me we don't talk about work a lot (which is bull crap because we work as well. And you act like I can't have a conversation) so why are you hiring new people if they don't know what they're doing and I do? Anyways I accepted it. He gave me 40 hours finally and I was happy, I thought that this was the start of my new full time, well now he has only been giving me 20 hours, and won't give me more KNOWING that I'm having a hard time paying bills and stuff. He hired another full time guy and another part time guy. I do everything he asks even if it's stupid. I don't even know what to do. I've been looking for a new job. Got interviews. But don't know if I got the job. I am feeling down. I need some encouragement or something. Makes me feel like crap. I know this isn't period related. Or whatever. But what would y'all do or think