Hi I just had my baby boy the 5th of October. I live about 7 hr away from any family or friends. I'm a ftm and since I've delivered all I want to do is have him back in my belly. I get random outbursts of crying. I hear him crying even when he isnt. I had to keep rubbing my belly pretending he was in there the other night just to make myself sleep. Husband goes back to work Tuesday and works 8 hr shifts. I'm going to feel so lonely. What can I do to help things? I have a history of depression and anxiety. I just want to be able to enjoy him.