I'm 10 weeks postpartum and I feel like I'm losing my mind. My body aches: my arthritis is flaring up, all my joints are shitty (damn relaxin), muscles ache, fingers ache, and I'm afraid. When are we supposed to be pain free again? I mean fatigue I can deal with but the pain is mentally getting difficult. I'm getting massages, chiropractic, and taking baths etc. Going to try to get back into yoga now that I can move somewhat.

I feel guilty that I'm not playing with my baby more and holding her more but I can't physically do as much as I want. What if I'm not bonding as much as I should? Penny for your thoughts.