since we all have a story i wanna tell mine, but I don't wanna be judged bc of mine. since ive "been through a lot" i feel like im alone sometimes...

This is my story

when i was about 5 my mom got with my stepdad we lived in a very small one bed room house it was ; me ,my younger brother , my mom ,and my stepdad. When i was about 8 years old he started to watch me shower then got worse from there. We moved out when i was about 10 - 11. He done it every night bc my mom worked 3rd , i was so scared to tell her... One day i wrote about it but used other peoples names and she found it then soon asked me about it and i told her she had called me a lair , whore a attention whore ,and worse... at this time i was about 13 he didnt stop till i was about 15 but my dad had a birthday party and my cousin and his friends came over and my older cousin about 34 (already a registered sex a fender) put something in my drink and rapped me as well at the age of 13 . Never told a soul was always scared still am... also at the age of 13 i stared talking to his guy he was 15 at the time and after a year i thought i was in love i had sex with him at the age of 14.. i would sneek over to his house and tell my parents i was hanging out with his sisters but he stared hitting me soon after... i finally left him after 2 years... at the age of 16 i met this amazing guy who is still an amazing person and after about a year or so of us being together i got pregnant and had a miscarriage at 16 weeks... but were still together and at the age 25 and now were trying to gave a baby

once again please don't judge me everyone has a story ... i was young and stuipd