I remember seeing my BFPs and being so ecstatic and overwhelmed with joy.  Boyfriend and I told all our close friends.   I never thought in a million years I would need to untell those who I had been so excited to tell.  Now looking back on my positive tests which I still have, it's just so hard.  I'm envious of those who can be pregnant and go through with it and now I'm forever just scared of another miscarriage.  I love you Angel baby 💖