Feeling uneducated ?

Jenny • Married 5 years, ttc my rainbow baby
I know my body really well or at least I thought I did. Ever since ttc and having my miscarriage last month I feel so out of tune with my body..now that I am ttc again I can't tell if I'm experiencing af cramps, ovulation cramps, implantation, conception or none of the above. And my cm. don't get me started on that. Never had ewcm when I got pregnant before, now I know I had a ton of it last Saturday and Sunday but now I feel like I still have it, or do I?  I'm questioning everything! My body is a blur and I feel helpless...of course I want to be pregnant but I need to feel like I am back in control of my body and I can't figure out how to do that. Any advice or similar experiences?