Do you ever feel like you're locked in a closet or some small room with all these people that you love but they're annoying the F out of you because they're not who you want? I feel trapped and lost and confused and I'm so sad. I feel like I'm suffocating😞 I miss my boyfriend so much... he's so far away and even though I message him daily I still feel so distant. I want to see him and be with him so bad...I don't understand how I feel like this when I've been through it so many times before and have gotten through them all each time... I've went 3mths without a call or a text just like 9 letters and that was it and I got threw that... how?? It's only been a month and a couple weeks since he left and uhh I just feel trapped