still so scared...

Katie • Baby boy- April 2017
I'm 11+5 today and have already had the screening down with low risk for and trisomy issues but I'm still SO scared of miscarriage. Like I dread my appointments because I'm so scared they are going to tell me bad news. I have my nuchal next week and I'm terrified. 
I had a missed miscarriage in May at 8 weeks which was found via US so I'm a tad traumatized.
We recently found out this little one is a boy (via harmony) so now we are even more attached.