UGH CD 45 😭

When I got my first normal period after getting off BC I was so excited because I knew my body was working properly and I wasn't going to have problems. But now the next cycle I am in day 45 and no AF in sight 😭😭😭 some days I'm good about not worrying about it but today it's bumming me out. We want a baby and hate that TTC has been put on hold until my body decides to regulate. I was really hoping I was going to be lucky and not have this problem 😢