Had my first ultrasound today and the baby's heart rate was 68. I'm going back in one week for another. One week feels like an eternity. I've had 2 miscarriages before and recently lost my old year old daughter this past February. My mind is going insane. I have a 7 year old daughter who keeps asking when mom is bringing home a "little person" so she doesn't have to be the only child anymore. Breaks my heart. 💔💔 trying to keep positive but it's so hard right now.