I'm almost 22 and my mom just found out I had sex with a boy I'm been seeing for two years and she thinks I'm a whore for sleeping that one person she believes if you lost your virginity to him you'll have to stay with him. He hurt me deeply(he asked me to have an orgy with his friends and after I rejected this request he said we should not talk anymore) so that's not gonna happen. Now my mom's lecturing me and making me feel like the worst person in this whole world. I never told her I was diagnosed with clinical depression and how hopeless I feel. Don't get me wrong, my parents love me very much I had a nice childhood. They're just really traditional people. I just feel like he left me and my mom is mean about all this shit. There's just no point of going on anymore.