I just feel like I'm falling apart .. my boyfriend is in the Marines and right now i just feel so alone .. I'm not one to cry I just hold it in for forever ... but I am feeling so overwhelmed I can't breath and I want to cry but I don't want to be weak for my man or for my unborn little girl.. I had depression when I was younger and I just feel so out of control right now like everything is falling apart and I can't see ... it's just a terrible feeling and I just don't know what to do .. I can't talk to my boyfriend about it because he has way to much to worry about serving this great country but holding all this anxiety and pain in makes me feel like I'm going to explode into a million peices .. what am I supposed to do ?