Me and my boyfriend have seriously talked about marriage. We both are planning to spend our lives with each other and I've even picked out apartments and wedding dates and everything and he agrees with every bit of it like it's actually going to happen but I told him he can't ask me until our 1 year which is the 29th of October and we've discussed it like it could be a possibility. But now he isn't talking about it and doesn't want me asking questions about it and I have no clue if he has something planned or it I'm just leaving my hopes up high for them to be broken down when he doesn't ask me then. I don't know how I should feel about it. I don't know if I should stay excited or assume the worst. I can't just stop thinking about it because it's always consuming my mind because I want to spend the rest of my life with him.