Can it be that some women are just not cut out for pregnancy? I am 14 weeks with my rainbow baby and I am beyond miserable. Not even with symptoms, just mentally I am drained and so unhappy. I stress beyond belief about everything single thing I feel and instantly think it's all over and were losing her again. I am so hard on my husband and he does everything imaginable for me to make sure I'm happy and content, but I don't remember the last time I was happy and felt ok... I can't wait for it all to be over. I wish it was different ­čśö