you dont really need to comment or anything i just gotta get this off my chest

So im a member of a fire company with my boyfriend of 5 years. I love him to death and can see us growing old and having kids. I know hes my soulmate. But theres this one guy who is totally not my type and not like smokin hot but for some reason im so attracted to him. So my boyfriend was at work today and i went with this guy and some other firefighters to an event. Every time we were alone and even sometimes not alone he was flirting with me and i was back. He would joke with me and talk about sex. All sorts of innuendos and dirty jokes. It really turned me on.  Now i cant get him out of my head and im sooo horny. Ugh..... thanks for reading