Im Hurting

I was talking to this boy . We was talking for awhile basically dating nd had a strong connection. But i messed that up cuz sum freshman girl came lying about how he was trunna talking to her ... so i got mad called him a hoe nd cut him off . He hates being called a hoe . Wen i put all the pieces together she was lying now i apologized to him but he keep reading my messages so idk if i should let go or keep trying ..  i gotta see him everyday at school so it gone be hard . Nd i have a co worker We was real good close friends like close nd he dropped me outta no where leaving my messages on Read nd all ... i didnt do anything .. nd i gotta work with him everyday .. im. Just hurting nd dont kno wat to do it hurts ..